I might as well get back to compulsively blogging about the most inconsequential things that ever happened to me and call it normalcy, and not an indication of how I lack the essential. Loneliness is a powerful thing that I could never fully grasp because I am ill-equipped for the basic explorations of selfhood. The struggle makes me a documentarist rather than a proper experimenter, and not a very good one. But then again, I pay for this shit. I might as well use it.